i like to kill myself go away from pain and problem ....i make to other ......... even i try change myself i cant change ............is not about me .......it's about my life .........when i was school i was bad kid always fight with boys and gals ......after i finish school i coome to USA and my new life stared make money have fun with friend .....had good job ...........i don't care who am i hurting .......ma life is all about me .. i was selfish ..............after that i change i stop goind to club or hang out with friend ...........i become nice gal ......i stop talk on phone with pal .....stop hang out ....try to be nice gal .............after that i am still not happy ...........how much i work hard to make money still not enough ............i am still not happy ..........and i change again this time i dont work much like i do before still i dont go out .........every thing i did .....is make ma life better ...........still not happy i am still same gals i used to be ............today i realized in this world i cant stay happy.......... even i have every thing that i need ......... i have good friend .......nice family .... sweet BF........still i am not happy ..............in this human world you never gonna be happy ...........that why.... i wanna kill myself run away from every one ...........so i can live happy without money ,family,friend and love..... IF I KILL MY SELF I WILL STAY HAPPPY IN OTHER WORLD that what i think ...........that why i like to kill self without hurting anyone

if you want to choose your own death by you, then go ahead. Good luck to you with that. Don't hold anybody accountable for your own failure to life.

What are you waiting for?